Thursday, January 30, 2014

Some updates needed!

I'll be updating soon, everything still needs some good planning! I am looking forward to good/better/best results and experiences throughout. It has been very tough, still is, but I need to be strong and patient! I can understand and do this! ^^

Friday, January 24, 2014

From last night

Last night was so heavy for me that I hid and cried at the bathroom (I did not wailed, I just cried silently LOL.) It's something personal, adding up the sudden pressures from our thesis class/group.

Initially, my schedule for today was having a TVC shoot, the outdoor shoot. But circumstances, for some reasons I am still confused, did not allow us to. I was so hopeful that today we will finish something big, and that we could step up to the next task, but no. So it made me breakdown for a while, with all the stuffs happening at home and then this, I have to cry.

As of this moment,  I'm trying my best to be strong (lol why do I always say this..) and come up with solutions. I'm feeling tired but I really want this done already.

Friday, January 17, 2014

'13 | '14

I haven't blogged since December 11 of last year, and now I have to confess that I, really wanted to blog so many stories, what's happening, new loots etc. But it just dies naturally. For a long period of time, I was an on-off blogger. (Needless to say, you can blog whenever you like, YOU'RE NOT REQUIRED TO DO IT EVERYDAY unless you want to or it's a job of yours blah blah.)


Anyways, as of this moment I will try to do something that could compensate my blog-loss. LOL Pardon me and my dictionary hahaha

Plus, just to elaborate it, since I'm having a time for blogging tonight. There are so many to tell, really. But I have these moments where I tell myself that, it is not the internet that could save me from everything.. besides, I'm the type who scribbles on unofficial/unfinished diaries, notebooks or wherever, so I did. Also, it has been really tough for me to think if I should just make all blog posts reside in one place and choose between Blogger (blogspot) and Tumblr. I have been in quite a struggle for this thinking that if I let go of the other, I would lose so much. FYI, I can't just export everything to Tumblr or vice versa.. COMPLICATIONS here and there.

Since last year, I am still, thankfully, growing. But like any other human being, there are times...mostly this 2014, that I am not quite okay with myself, I'm still trying to understand these new experiences/events I'm getting into. And, I'm afraid that I have to change, big time, in some areas with my personality and mentality. I'm not saying that I am not happy with who I am right now, because I definitely AM, it's just that I am thinking if I'm being appropriate to those "whatever" in my life. hahaha

Tuesday, December 10, 2013